Terrified

I used to like giving presentations. I thrived on that rush of adrenalin that comes with standing in front of 5, 10 or 300 people. I once made an unpracticed speech about weapons of mass destruction in front of about 300 people at a Model United Nations conference in the real-live meeting palace/conference center of the United Nations in The Hague.

Tomorrow I have to give a presentation to four people, in a tiny little dingy meeting room. I won't even have to stand up or dress up for this presentation.

When did my adrenaline become ineffective in overcoming presentation horrors?!